dead river road

(found this on my computer from earlier this year. don't remember writing it)


And so speeding down dead river road
I sobbed.
I cried because I don’t know what I’m doing in life
I cried because I’m tired and can’t handle it all
I cried because you’re unhappy.
And I can’t be happy if you’re not
I cried because you don’t listen to me. You don’t take my advice. I don’t know how to help. I’m useless. And worse off, I’m vulnerable too.
I cried because I’m scared to die
I cried because I’m still alive