Audition Week

Here we go again
This unsettling feeling worsens with every passing moment
I guess I feed off of others emotions
This is a horrible quality.
Cause all around me I have Frantic. Eavesdropping. Anxious. Upset. Self-conscious people.
Is this the profession I’m entering into? I can’t handle their stress and mine.
Its as if I can’t breathe until the list goes up.
Still, the fact is that I will celebrate with a select few
And then dedicate myself to consoling everyone else.
Tough.
It all shall pass.
Then I can be normal with people again.
Then I can resume relationships.
Then I can smile and actually mean it.
But during this DREADFUL week of auditions and casting
I am the stone wall.