Sunday, March 6, 2011

i guess i attract the quiet ones

i'm worried
sincerely worried.
i know you have trouble opening up
i know you have trouble being depressed
i know you have trouble with yourself
i know you have trouble with drugs
let me be there
let me help
i want to be the light light that guides you home
tonight when you held my hand, banished my cell phone, and had me just collapse on the ground next to you
it was so surreal.be ok
just let me know that you actually mean it.
you told me you loved me.
i wont believe it till youre sober
you locked the door to your room
so typical of your perspective of life
lock everyone fucking out
but im not leaving.
youre worth it to me
i dont care if it takes me years
you will open up to me.
you will be ok.